one thought, one dream

Nina

One day in a free afternoon, i decided to take a fast walk to get some exercise and see more of the area. It was a sunny day, and i was enjoying the fresh air and blue sky. I stopped on the road and watched the sun go down in the tree behind the house.
Acting on a sudden impulse, i climbed up to the pick of the highest mountain which named Jingfengshan in Lianzhou town, where i could take a whole view of the town and be alone with my thoughts. i am happy with my life, but i feel something is missing from my life. I want interesting things to happen, and want more adventure. people won't be contented with a quiet life,and i am no exception. One coin has two sides. Sometimes, i feel defected and very confused with my career, acting just like a strayed animal with nothing to do and nowhere to go. No one in sight to help me and give me a direction, i know i have to rely on myself, but how could i handle solely with all the difficulties that i have never eve* **ced before.The contradiction have been developing in my heart for years.
In one hand, my current job is very comfortable, high pay and steady(in someones' point), but it is terrible boring to death, is always repeating the same thing day after day, that is not the way i expect.
  Y6 V" m  m. [. C$ o$ kIn the other hand, i am very fear, worried, and confused about my future, if i quit the current job, i am not sure i can find one is better than that. Maybe i will be in the hard time looking for a job, then become depressed after a long long time of searching in the labor market, and have to obtain a temporary employment here and there for a small salary to make a living, those terrible things had actually happened to me over the pass four years when i just graduated from college. In nowadays, the situation of labor market is getting more and more worse. In addition, my friends and families are always persuading me that i should not be so silly to have this notion and my parents frightened me if i quit the job, they will leave me alone.
3 \$ b+ ]% |, ~' D* z& Z2 pnow i sense great unspoken pressure from both of inside and outside........
to be continuous........
2 ]8 u' q" k! n. w  Y$ D4 T' d, ITreat me carefully.I Only Take a Minute To Find Someone Special, an Hour To Appreciate Them, a Day To Love Them, But yet an Entire Life time to Forget Them."
9 a8 g1 u$ l: \; o* S  B5 E' cwhat you dont know wont hurt ya.